Teaching continued....

I wanted to write this since last week but i had no time for anything,really teachers have loads to do. Funny thing is my bag is heavier now than as it used to be in my student days. I truly appreciate all teachers who taught me as well as who didn't, but frankly teaching is not my cup of tea. Its a respectful awesome profession but not for me.

Anyways this is about my experience.Last saturday was open house a day when all marksheets for the terminal are given together to the parents.It is awful day I agree.One concerned parent says 'Mam i even changed my kids(class 5)  tuition this term but still he scored nothing'.Another one says 'Mam my kid doesnt study at home what do i do?'.Yet another concerned parent says 'After being in school from 7 am to 1:30 pm the kids are so tired they cant study?'.I just replied to these 'the kids have to study or they cannot score well',but what is with parents these days.Are school teachers and tuition teachers responsible for your kids study,they guide the kid but finally you really have to work with your own kid until they understand the importance of studyin.Teachers teach but a kid spends so much time at home he really learns better from parents.But now a days trend is different kids go to school then tuitions or activity classes then day is over parents you have little more responsibility than just paying for your kids education.I m sorry i might be sounding very harsh but I did see parents scolding teachers for their kids failure why do you forget under same teacher some kid scored cent percent.

I dont look scary to children plus I m so young I dont even look like a teacher above that I have no experience so its really hard for me to control class.Small class kids hardly know importance of studyin so they need to be controlled but I m bad at it.The best part is the school kids are divided into three sections one has cream students next mediocre and the last one has low scorers,and I m stuck with third category mostly,how will i control the class?Its far more easier to teach higher classes(though it means revising at home doin tough calculations)than teaching younger kids.Now I have no doubt teaching is one profession i wil never opt for.Fun with kids is one thing taking their responsibility is another.I owe a lot to my school teachers tuition teachers and mostly to my parents.

EFFICIENT BSNL.....

I never thought I will say this but why did bsnl telephone exchange people become so efficient...

Guess what my father filed an application for phone transfer to our new resident and efficient employes disconnected our landline next day itself. And for connecting new line to our new home their efficiency is back to normal. Like when I wanted my broadband plan to be changed it took 8 months and 3 applications to finally come into effect but disconnection was done punctually on time. Also they called up to confirm that I really wanted broadband plan changed or not but transferring the landline required no such confirmation.

BSNL employees are most efficient employees in giving us troubles.....

A Dream Within A Dream by Edgar Allan Poe

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Teaching..........My experience

For past few months the only conversation topic has been joining even today most of the scraps are about joining date.I m presently irritated by the word joining. The funny part is why do people keep asking about it trust me when i receive mine i will broadcast it nicely.

If u ask me i have almost done any n every thing possible in this past year,my heart desire or my dear one's. And life had become very monotonous even my recent blogs were only about books movies or songs.

But at present i m doing something which i definitely never ever thought i would or will never think in future, its just chance pe dance. I m presently Mathematics teacher for class 4 5 7 in DAV. Teaching is not my cup of tea. Explaining to my friends is fine but teaching to kids that to class 4 or 5 is seriously not my thing. But i m still trying no one forced me its my will to try it.

Worst part is i can't make my class silent,they r just silent enough that i can teach. Another thing it is so irritating that even when i write things on board they wont copy it down. Its like they really don't understand d concept of studying. All teachers suggest me to hit them slap them to control but kids are too cute to hurt. And they know that this mam wont hit so they do not fear from me. I m worried how will their course finish do they understand anything in my class should i quit-its their future.

Its really good experience if you ask me-i get to meet new people students n teachers my mind is refreshed every morning i get up on time n this keeps me busy enough so i do not think about joining all d while plus its a nice exercise moving from one floor to another from one class to another n i feel great when kids like me n keep calling shreya mam shreya mam.

I have no idea how long i will be doing this only thing i want is when i leave i should have no regrets.........

Dostana

No story no dialogues no strong character.
Abhishek if your choice is drona dostana then i would say Aish is better in chosing scripts(n dis means something).Only positive point would be kiron kher,she was really funny the way she makes John push d kalush n gives him d bangles is really really funny.The second half is too draging.Songs are good star cast is good(except of course Bobby)but the script is awfully bad.If u keep ur brain aside n enjoy d scenery n relax u might enjoy the movie but dont expect anything from it.And this comes from someone who liked karzz........

until we say goodbye...............

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

And we won't have an end- unless it's allowed to begin. 

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

But not tonight- that wouldn't be right. 

So just allow me- one more lustful embrace. 

One last chance- to see your face. 

Only one more kiss- upon my lips. 

Before I forget it's- sweet soft taste. 

I know that- things may have gone sour. 

And that these- maybe our last loving hours. 

So let's set our hearts- on the here and now. 

Looking back we can say- it was an easy road out. 

With only seconds before- I walk out that door. 

I wonder why- this can't be anymore. 

Whether the argueing- made our souls sore. 

I wonder why- we couldn't win that war. 

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

And we can't have an end- unless it's allowed to begin. 

It isn't really over- until we say goodbye. 

But not tonight- that wouldn't be right. 

There have been- those akward moments. 

Where I questioned- our very relationship. 

But there have also been- those of pure bliss. 

And that's why it's so hard- for me to end this. 

Understand that I- am often confused. 

And sometimes I- may have an attitude. 

Don't get me wrong- no one should be singin' the Blues. 

When after all- ignorance comes with being a youth. 

Now we both may've- said or done things that were wrong. 

But that doesn't mean- we can't ever get along. 

Because we're both- passionate and head-strong. 

So maybe somehow- we'll learn to carry on. 

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

And we can't have an end- unless it's allowed to begin. 

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

Letting out a sigh- I let you out of my life. 

It isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

If we never see again- let us part as friends. 

It isn't really over- it isn't really over- until we say good-bye. 

Until we say good-bye-...Good-bye. 

I wish i had d song i love d lyrics soooooooooooooo much :-(

I heard some part of d song on star world den i was searching for it n only thing I got is d lyrics n instrumental :-(

I saw Karzzzzzzzzzz

A big hand for CTS.....

I saved d movie frm d dvd wich i got to watch hello.And yesterday i had loads of diwali work so i just put it on so i could have fun along with work.The irony is i liked it.Story is classic(cheatin krne ke liye b dimag chahiye) dialogues r good(no cheapness) even acting is fine(i never thght i wil say this for himesh) n if someone likes himesh style then toh even songs r good(lyrics r very well written).It has many songs so if someone is in theater himesh style can be nauseating.But consider it as a musical n den rate it toh its nice.It is way better than hello.Actually hello was disappointment n as there were no expectations from karzzzzzz its good.Don remake was a hit coz it had sharukh n karzzz wil be a flop coz it has himesh.

You know how it is u hate someone u hate evrythng related to,karzzzz was predecided as a flop by all n everyone around me.Its like no one wil watch crazzy four coz rakhee sawant has item song in it ppl wil watch it for hrithik n sharukh numbers(wich r not in d movie).I stil dont get what what exactly makes a hit actors story songs or bigg banner????????? 

Hello!!!!!One night at call center.....

I know the movie released way back its too late for review but i can give my personal views.I was dyin to see d movie n nw i think some things should be left out.

Out of the three this was d best work of Chetan Bhagat.This is the worst novel made into movie ever.Next time characters might want to read the book to actually understand who they are playin as.Also Chetan bhagat agreed u wrote d book but while makin the movie did u try revising d book or u relyd too much on your memory.If harry potter 5 gets d review sayin d story is too vague to catch up(though there the constrain is time)here only d plot was frm d book rest was innovation.Priyanka was supposed to be indian beauty,eshaa no way looked like a wanna be model,military uncle was not supposed to talk,shyam was only person who can be said was nice,i hate sohail so no comments required there.And how d hell can radhika forgive her husband cause he says sorry..............

The song 'jab phone ki ghanti bajti hai' is d only relevant nice song n its not there in the movie....

One technical point Chetan bhagat wrote novel as 1st person basis being shyam so salman should be d one acting as shyam...........

Every pic has a story

I owe so much to Mr John Strognofe who invented camera in 1685,he is d one to be credited as i relive al d moments of my college life.I was just watchin al the pics 

IV was awesome madurai meenashi temple water park kodaikanal cold camp fire cycling boating all was great nice bonding with classmates n awesome profs  

then there was that photo session day where first we all cursed that we had to buy saris but then every1 had great time showing off their purchase n posing for so many pics

thanks to satish n vivek i have all collection 

the d last day of college since past one week we were askin profs wen col ends wen n finally wen they announced in last hour it was shock not pleasant one.I stil remember my cryin n hari recording it but now wen i look back i m glad i didnt bunk tat day

then my birthday last year ankit clickin snaps he captured all d moments as they were uff those candles

also holi last yr me n mita awesome

alas queensland wat rides wat pics evrytime i see tat horse ride pic i review hw pooja was just abt to fall n tat nirvana ride(goosebumps)

Do hell with service centerssssssssssss

Toll free numbers

Help desks

Company call center

Worthless places i m not the only customer who has complains many of my acquaintances have troubles.

Actually i have no solid work to be busy in so i m maintaining my blog so however wague d topic is its my blog.......

Ok now d instances tat led me to curse service centers most importantly i hate BSNL ppl,governmnt office disgusting i m tryin since ages to get my broadband plan changed but those ppl have some or other excuse 'we change only on 1st of month' or 'we didnt receive ur appl' watever.Its good for them na dey r gettin nice bills cause though i cant dwnld movies stil i use net.Next my frnd had problm wid airtel ppl he shftd his house n those ppl r so busy dey turned up after abt a month to redo d connection tat too wen he kept callin evryday twice.Next we had some part of microwave to be changed my father kept callin samsung service center here n bombay bt those ppl have some or othr excuse 'tat size is nt in stock' or 'wait we will call u after consultin higher officials' after 2 months he gave up n called local dealer,he was prompt to deliver in a weeks time n guess wat he got wrong size.Stil d microwave is nt workin :-( Its d only way to cook fryumps widout oil or papad widout burning my fingers.But these al happened wid regular customers d service ppl knew we wil have to get their service only.The best of all was my friend recently bought lcd tv sansui n service ppl didnt turn up to fix it on d wall after abt a week he grew so restless he himself used his expertise n airtel phone service ppl to fix it.hahahahaha

Ratatouille

I finally saw the movie.I wanted to see d movie for so long but just couldnt something or other came up.

Firstly d name it is to be said as rat-ta-2-ee.I used to say rat-ta-2-ille.4 yrs in chennai I like d word ille...hehehe.Its a story of a chef rat n his journey in human world.No repeats unlike bollywood its  a brand new concept n is beautifully potrayed.Awesome animation what else could u expect from walt disney production.If a rat can cook u can do any damn thing.

Great dialogues nice work by d writer.So nicely said "anyone can be a cook" not tat al can b chef bt a chef can b frm anywhr any backgrnd.This goes for any occupation.

Next watch is Wall-E.Thanks to my friend i don't need to wait long i just need to find time as i already have d dvd.N yes cheers to Bsnl Broadband people if u cant work why do u keep service centers,its because of them i m nt able to download d movies.people try to work its ur responsibility to fulfil coustomer's request.

P.S.-The movie is a must watch hey it won oscar for best animation its not worth missing.

Rock On

I love Farhan.Great voice.Awesome music.A fun fultoo paisa wasool musical.
Its music was a hit even before d release-dis used to happen.New bollywood movies music was good only after u have seen d movie but not wid dis one.Cast is good al pretty faces good actors n nice acting.
Story track is good-problem a happily married couple have.It is so obvious that u compromise in life n in d end u r happy successful but not satisfied.This happens wid evry1 but our characters find a way to live their dreams bollywood hai jee.
Thank God this movie had a littl hollywood touch-d end was total hollywood.Good d band's name was not Rock On n in d end it was logical only to not show them win d contest.They participate coz of senti reason,they rocked d stage but if ppl above 30 years who have not played since last 10 yrs win d contest then it wil become so bollywoody.
So conclusion its a mixture of both woods n fun movie.Enjoy a lot wid friends n even wid family.
Life mein understanding aur compromise krna padta hai finally most of us r happy bt nt satisfied bt its life not movie tat u wil live all ur drms...............

My favourites

These r few movies i can see ne number of times n stil have d same reaction as i had when i first saw it.


Firstly the film i like most i stil cry when i see it even though its been more than 50 times that i have seen it.One thing for evry couple make sure you say express whatever you want to so later you dont say "If Only".As it says you cannot control d destiny what you can control is your own choice.Appreciate what you have n make it known specially to d person who means d world to u.


Then comes "50 First dates".Theres nothing like the first kiss n for d person who likes Mills n Boons romance theres nothing like a first kiss again n again.Similar concept of temporary memory loss was used by Ajay Devangan in U Me Aur Hum but the fact that 50 First dates was comedy makes it more enjoyable.A great thought that comes with the movie is a person who hates commitment gives up evrythng even his dreams to love d one he loves.

Next is d "Illusionist".Love n passion is great.But d suspense n d potray of feelings is just awesome.It clearly proves those who r made for each other meet whatever happens.And also magic is just d trick one plays in front of your eyes but u stil dont catch it.I appreciate d director n d writer awesome work.


Then is "Serendipity".Can once in a lifetime happen twice?They meet fall in love n then let d destiny decide if they r supposed to be together or not.Long time passes n dey end up on tracks impossibl to collide but its love it finds d route.


Another one is "Just like heaven".You can say you dont die until your time comes.You might b busy working 24*7 but if you ought to meet the ultimate person you wil meet him.Its little imaginative considering even when d body is in coma d soul can wander off n meet d Mr perfect.But its kind of cute how n as it happens.It is based on a book with the same name n i would surely like to read it.


One more fantasy is "The lake house".It did crossed al d extremes of imagination as two person in two different times,who at one time or other lived in d same house fall in love with letter correspondence.I could not infer anything excpt d fact that they ought to fall in love.The tagline goes 'how can u hold onto someone you havent met' as per present senario people cant hold onto what they can see n touch.Its trully impossible but its a must watch.

Another of my faourite is A lot like love.Fun to watch movie,Hum tum is bollywood version of dis only.Cute nice romantic comedy movie.


I have nothing against hindi movies.I like more of them comparatively but it is i wont view them again n again excpt some exceptionally brilliant.I like namaste london n jab we met n ofcourse jaane tu ya jaane na it updates very often.

Passport

Yet again a post with same head.But with new experience.If government jobs have less salaries why dont u join private firms n if u r nt eligible y dont u settle with wat u have.Actually it our own mistake more than d officials in government offices dey ask for it n we pay them,considering it is d fees for our work to be done.I myself write so much against corruption n when its my work i wil pay to get it done n if i alone start out to conquer its only me who is gonna suffer,I m not justifying but i dont want to be d only one without passport.....

I recently checked d status report as its really long considering i filled application in april,funnily dey r updated once in a month.For one friend of mine it said 'police inquiry report not reached' n d police officer says i passed it long ago.No option left he goes to passport office-to enter you need to pay d poen n then inside just to get your work started u have to pay again.He paid to d passport officer itself instead of paying to each n evry subordinate then he has to search for his form n guess wat it is lying near d bin with the inquiry report.Now the status is updated to 'wil b dispatchd on 29th as all d documents r in order'.After seeing the condition of the office his inference is his passport is definetly not gonna be dispatchd on 29th either it wil b dispatchd earlier(if he pays 1000 bucks) or wil b dispatchd later as they wish or may be not dispatchd at all unless another nagging paying session.

One friend of mine approached through a good agent n surprisingly he got his passport in less than 2 months without ne inquiries.My inquiry status says 'due to some critical reasons passport is not dispatched it wil be dispatched in a week's time' since last month.My application submission date is 17th april.Not only me same for my bro n another friend of mine who submitted in d same period.They wont respond to mails or take calls.What i got to do is go to the office n push money to trigger d dispatch.Even after that i got no confirmation that i wil recieve the passport.More luck is required for this than u require to clear any competitive.

Oh it is like that.....

A NORMAL PERSON : People who live in glass houses should not throw stones.
GRE STUDENT : Individuals who make their abodes in vitreous edifices would be advised to refrain from catapulting perilous projectiles.

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NORMAL PERSON : Twinkle, twinkle, little star
GRE STUDENT : Scintillate, scintillate, asteroid minim.

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NORMAL PERSON : All that glitters is not gold.
GRE STUDENT : All articles that coruscate with resplendence are not truly auriferous.

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NORMAL PERSON : Beggars are not choosers
GRE STUDENT : Sorting on the part of mendicants must be interdicted.

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NORMAL PERSON : Dead men tell no tales
GRE STUDENT : Male cadavers are incapable of rendering any testimony.

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NORMAL PERSON : Beginner's luck
GRE STUDENT : Neophyte's serendipity.

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NORMAL PERSON : A rolling stone gathers no moss
GRE STUDENT : A revolving lithic conglomerate accumulates no congeries of small, green, biophytic plant.

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NORMAL PERSON : Birds of a feather flock together
GRE STUDENT : Members of an avian species of identical plumage tend to congregate.

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NORMAL PERSON : Beauty is only skin deep
GRE STUDENT : Pulchritude possesses solely cutaneous profundity.

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NORMAL PERSON : Cleanliness is godliness
GRE STUDENT : Freedom from incrustations of grime is contiguous to rectitude.

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NORMAL PERSON : There's no use crying over spilt milk
GRE STUDENT : It is fruitless to become lachrymose of precipitately departed lactile fluid.

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NORMAL PERSON : You can't try to teach an old dog new tricks
GRE STUDENT : It is fruitless to attempt to indoctrinate a superannuated canine with innovative maneuvers.

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NORMAL PERSON : Look before you leap
GRE STUDENT : Surveillance should precede saltation.

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NORMAL PERSON : He who laughs last, laughs best
GRE STUDENT : The person presenting the ultimate cachinnation possesses thereby the optimal cachinnation.

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NORMAL PERSON : All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.
GRE STUDENT : Exclusive dedication to necessitous chores without interludes of hedonistic diversion renders Jack a hebetudinous fellow.

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NORMAL PERSON : Where there's smoke, there's fire!
GRE STUDENT : Where there are visible vapours having their provenance in ignited carbonaceous materials, there is conflagration. 

Its Not The Way U Think...

If you see me walking the road with someone else

Its not because I like his company
Its because you ' re not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you ' re too deaf to hear my heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you ' re not there to catch me fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don ' t know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other ' s path

Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don ' t let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with

Don ' t let me talk of him
It ' s you I want to talk with

Don ' t let me fall for him
It ' s you I want to fall in love with.



THE ANSWER

When you thought I wasn ' t brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn ' t want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn ' t there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you ' ve already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don ' t know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,

Or are we gonna cross each other ' s path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don ' t let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don ' t let me talk of something else
It ' s you I want to talk with

Don ' t let me fall for someone else
It ' s you I want to fall in love with.

 

Nicholas Sparks

I read a novel by Nicholas Sparks-Nights in Roadanthe.If you are romantic types who like lovely romantic stories with not happily ever after ending then u wil love his work.If u have a sensitive heart u may cry at occasions.His other works are A bend in the road,The rescue,A walk to remember,Message in a bottle and The Notebook.

This novel says love is possible at any age,any time,any whr n wen u least expct.What really struck me was the fact that love is actually sharing n u dont have to be physical present for love to exist.It is always said love me d way i m I wont change nt physically nor my thinking bt truly love changes u.U bcome a totally diff person wen u strt caring abt someone soooooooooo much. Actually u start seeing things from a different perspective.

I have seen d movie A walk to remembr,its very beautiful love story actors r no good bt story is gr8,would love to read d book also.N would love to have someone fulfil al my wishes even if d reason is coz i wil die soon.

Patty Smith and Don Henley - Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't wanna lose you, 

I don't wanna use you 

Just to have somebody by my side 

And I don't wanna hate you 

I don't wanna take you 

But I don't wanna be the one to cry 

That don't really matter to anyone, anymore 

But like a fool I keep losing my place 

And I keep seeing you walk through that door 

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much 

And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust 

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are 

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough 

Now I could never change you 

I don't wanna blame you 

Baby you don't have to take the fall 

Yes I may have hurt you 

But I did not desert you 

Maybe I just wanna have it all 

It makes a sound like thunder 

It makes me feel like rain 

And like a fool who will never see the truth 

I keep thinking something's gonna change 

And there's no way home 

When it's late at night and you're all alone 

Are there things that you wanted to say 

Do you feel me beside you in your bed 

There beside you where I used to lay 

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much 

And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch. 

There's a reason why people don't stay who they are 

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough 

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Aqualung - Easier To Lie

To bear the weight and push into the sky
   it's easier to lie, easier to lie
and honestly, to look you in the eye
   it's easier to lie, easier to lie

To be the one, to be the only one
   someone has to give a lot,something has to give a lot
and who am i to give you what you need
   when i'm leaning, just learning,learning how to live and to bear the weight

To fill the space, the space you made for me
   try to be the one you want,try to be the way you want
and maybe i could be the one you need
   if you'd only show me,show me how to live and to bear the weight

And push into the sky
  it's easier to lie, easier to lie
and do what's right when everything is wrong
  it's easier to run it's easier to
never have to look you in the eye
  it's easier to lie, easier to lie

To bear the weight and push into the sky
   it's easier to lie 

Gone wid d wind

I m countinuously reading novel since my project sem strtd n nw my col is over.I collected so many titles,bought few of those thanks to landmark odessy,few I got frm frnds n some just read ebooks.I m at d last one of my list 'Gone wid d wind-by Margaret Mitchell'(I knw soon i wil have many more on d list).After hp wich was so facinating coz it was fatasy land,dis is d nvl wich has really made me stick to it to d end-captivating.Its abt a girl who is very strong willed n faces american civil war n its consequences.How she faces other chracters n situations is just awesome.Other characters r al typical types one way i classified them as-firstly those who live life according to wat others wil think secondly those who have their own thinking bt never do somethng tat can arouse gossip n thirdly those who r least bothered n as a result dey r isolated n zealed n most talkd abt.I wont say heroine of d nvl being d third kind n selfish is bad she hardened herself with watever she went thru plus d fact she learned sometimes frm her own mistakes tat is nt wrong n she acts on her impulse tats very common in girls.She made so many wrong n mean decisions to make her n her folks life good tats allowed.Only thing why people dont actually like her is because she does not behave ladylike n be a fool so men can protect her.I knw its a fictional character no1 like her exist bt I think I knw ppl with will as strong as hers r alive......

JTYJN

'pata nai col ke paanch saal kahan chale gaye......phone pe'-tru so tru i totally agree wid that

'u can take a rathore out of ranjhor bt u cant take ranjhor out of rathore'-i loved nashruddin shah

'woh tumhara beta hai na....nai woh mere pati ka beta hai'-d bst dialogue of al....

tere mujhse hai pehle se nata koi

yun hi nai dil lubhata koi

jane tu ya jane na

mane tu ya mane na

my song for love of my life is

jab koi bat bigad jaye

jab koi muskil pad jaye

tum dena saath mera

oh humnawaz....

Abt the film light healthy romantic comedy.Go wid ur friends u wil enjoy it.
I stil dont knw who is pappu bt i really like d song'pappu cant dance' actually al songs r awesome.

Last movie i liked was 'Bomarillu' two strange things associated with it are-firstly its a telugu movi secondly its genelia's n sidhart's mvi.N before tha it was '7 G Rainbow colony' that was a tamil mvi.I had made a notion al sweet english movies i have seen long back n hindi movies r never gonna b that interesting again.Oh al tat sentimental crap tragic love story or tragic career story or childrn-parent drama or siblings drama old fashioned.Actually even d story of this movie is old two frnds never realize dey were in love n later they do but its potrayed in very youthful fashion.Theres no rona dhona not even for a sec,u keep laughin n no cheap comedy acutualli innovative comedy n d actors r so energtic,new to screen so not sharukh perfect shots but dey look really cute.Apne type ki movie hai toh sabko pasand ani hi hai.The other generation may comment 'not much spend on d movie' 'no seriousness' n al bt u cant say its nt worth watching.Y do chetan bhagat nvl have so much popularity its becoz it so near to our lives(some part of d nvl) similar is d case here.....u just dont know when its love!!!

Finally safe at home.....

Yup i m back from my tour.Great escape warna toh phas hi jana tha-d crowd d tourists d agent ppl d wheathr d baba ram rahim case
Chattisgarh express is super fast for name sake it stops at so many stations its a replica of GT.Anyways we reachd Amritsar got dressed n went to Golden temple.I have been thr before but its d temple n we keep our tradition.Its beautiful n magnificent.It was poornima so was littl crowded,the lake was also crowded with fishes.I had never seen a goldfish so big before actually i have seen them in aquariums only.It was hot n humid so we slept al evening until it was time to go to station.I had greatest parathas thr-tandori paratha,ohhh they were so tasty with al butter,mouth watering stuff.Then we took our midnight train to Jammu.As its only 4 hrs journey ppl travel without reservation but the strangest was dis guy,he was sitting on someone else's reserved seat not indented to move at al.He didnt move d whole journey slept thr itself n as he was drunk kashmiri d owner or d TT didnt argue wid him.We reached jammu took d bus to katra n guess wat it strtd raining hard.In tat rain findin a hotel was so difficult it took us loads to time to find a decent hotel.By decent i mean worth stayin otherwise thr were rooms stinking bad.Luckily rain stopped we al dressed up had dosas n strtd climbing for vasno devi.For my own wishes i decided to climb bare foot.Thr was security check post al way up,it is supposed to b terrorist attck zone.My parents decided to go half way on horse back n me n my bro took steps.He was fast n if i was not thr he would have finished climbing in abt 3 hrs bt i hold him back n we reached up in 5 hrs.My parents had reached littl early n my mom was al tensed as we hadnt been thr.we were on foot al way plus u cant get lost when u r two,both engineers capabl of living alone.Anyways it was time for evenin arti 6-8 pm so we hurried our durshan.Then while goin down my bro went ahead alone n i tagged along wid my parents slowly.Trust me by d end my legs were shakin very badly whatever u eat or drink nothing was giving energy plus my foot-soles were aching badly.My wish bettr comes tru coz that pain was painful.Autowalas at d bottom were such rude ppl they were nt ready to take ppl to the hotels-thr monopoly.Finally they took no less than 5 ppl with 10 per person rate for a 20 Rs ride.Plus d road was to climb up,d auto engine was nt abl to take load but they were pushing it-idiots.What could ppl do after walkin al d way up n then down abt 14*2 km you cant think of walkin more.Guess wat happened wid my bro,he fel in d path n got bruised plus wen he askd for d auto d driver said i wont take you alone n as thr was no one else he walked al d way to d hotel.Then we reached d hotel thr was no food,my father went down again to another restaurent to get dinner.Finally we al took hot
water bath applied loads of iodex n slept.
Next was Kashmir-my father went to travel agents,searched many n then decided with one who provided d van for whole trip to jammu station d driver d hotel n d houseboat.First mistake my father believed d brochures that agent showed n gave him half d sum for confirmation.We strtd around noon from katra n so we did second mistake n got al traffic in d way.You shld strt early morning for jammu srinagar highway to be jam free.Next as my fathers nature he tried to be
friendly wid driver,our third mistake so driver did as he wished to stop ne whr,eat ne whr just as he wanted we rchd srinagar n then to our hotel at 12 at night n d rooms were nighmares.My mom shouted n al bt we had no option it was late we had to crash in al day car journey n leg pain had made us very tired.The manager was like we wil get u d bst room tomm,i had no info abt u coming n al reasons.Next day we had to strt for gulmarg we couldnt be late or again wil face jam-lots of tourists.We strtd arnd 8 n were thr by 10.Al d way that driver had his face with awful expression cause we didnt do according to him.Gulmarg is a beautiful place nice scenes n wheathr.We walkd arnd for a while then took d gondola thingi its like a trolley,u have 2 choice to rch on d mountains- take horse or gondola.I prefer gondola i feel it more safe n quicker plus u need to be very good at bargain with horse walas.Thr are two points thru gondola,u get ticket frm bottom for first point n frm that first pt u get tckt for d nxt higher point, the othr point is d mountain top n al in snow.Thrs less oxygen at such high altitude n while u get tckt u need to fil a form sayin u r responsibl if something happens up thr.I wantd to go anyhow but only my mom agreed n finally wen we got in d line it was late enough thr r time limits.So frm first gondola point we took horses to d lowest snow point,it was fun horses r nt so dangerous.We enjoyed a lot in snow sledgin n playin,thr was even this fall made of meltin ice it was so cold n so pure it was fantastic.By d time we strtd gettin bac to our car it was 3 pm n cold breeze strtd.It was so cold that my teeth strtd chatterin n finally wen we rchd hotel al d exposed portion of my skin d neck d nose d cheecks became red.There was dis lady wen we al lined up in gondola she gave 20 bucks 2 d official thr to jump up to d strtin point al were like corruption!should take pic n send in ajtak n al toh her reply is 'corruption se kiska kya ghiss gaya' so do u really think corruption can really dec in India ever??
We rchd our hotel d new room is spacious bt nt wat in brochure n my parents were so impressed by d way that manager talkd tat dey let it be.Thr was lot of jam on sonmarg path cause of amarnath yatri n al security so it was canceled frm our list.Next day we enjoyed srinagar.Dal lake in shikara as even our house boat was eliminated indicatin u use lake water n so its al dirty so bttr stay in hotel n see d house boats frm outside.Anyways shikara is nice experience al ppl sellin things in shikaras,floating garden-its actually kept on place with wooden logs,we took photos in kashmiri outfits.The lake is arnd 40 cm deep n in winter season its abt 15cm ice its like ppl can walk on it.The thing u find in kashmir is thr are no beggars each n every one is sellin something n earnin i respect that.Thr r millions of std pco our sims have no network access thr
na.hahaha.Next we went to shankara charya again climbed some 300 stairs great for my leg,we saw chasme shahi-its a mughal thingi whr always pure ice cold water comes n no one knows frm whr luckily its nt studied otherwise it would have been destroyed like in Taj mahal we also saw two mughal gardens nishad n shalimar beautiful gardens very different flowers i have nt seen so colorful garden before it was awesome a photographers treat.
Next morning we had to leave for pehal gaon n stay thr for one nite.In d morning my parents askd for tea n it was nt delivered,as d geyser was nt workin we even askd for hot water but it was nt delivered but we had to leave early to avoid jam so we got ready n my father went to settle scores wid manager.He was such a bad guy he strtd arguyin n shoutin he wantd al d rest amt tat my fathr was nt ready for he was ready to give him his 3000 bucks for 3 days rent but nt al.In d end my fathr didnt give in n in a very bad mood we left srinagar.Pehal gaon d hotel was awful even awful is nt d word my classrom was bigger than that room for 4.But we had no choice we serachd for new hotel but expct one 3 star one whose rent was 3000 for a day no othr place was vacant,al filled wid amarnath yatra ppl it strts frm pehal gaon na.We had to settl thr.Thr were no fans in ne room that place is so cold n windy u need two blankets even without fan.Thr r two places to visit thr one toh chandan wadi was blocked cause that amarnath yatra strtin point other was dis beautiful gardent that was awesome,meltin ice has made dis river thr wich is definitely good for raftin bt raftin was nt on that time.We slept early that day.Finally nxt morning we left for jammu station.In d path we visited patni top thats a beautiful picnic spot.We were so eager to leave we didnt waste much time.Done wid road trip its really nauseating plus al round n round mountain roads r nt at al good.And ppl thr r so ready to fool tourists n they r so rude,it can spoil al ur vacation.We were glad we rchd station in time to get a train for jalandar,no one actually wanted to take bus journey.We reached jalandar arnd 10.30 pm n took dis beautiful hotel as we had our train nxt day.This was a three star hotel but strangely its rent was only 1300 for a day n it was so beautiful d ppl were so pleasing,finally a place were we slept icely.Next day as in news that baba ram rahim case trains were stopped,tracks blocked n al.Al day we roamed n rchd station at 5 our trn was scheduled at 6.30.Funny was the fact that this train was supposed to strt frm amritsar bt in d mornin it was stopped at jalandar only n in d evenin it was to strt frm here only lucky we.Then it was al chaos-wil it strt or wil it nt.It was standing on platform 1 since morning n no trn had left jalandar since then bt finally arnd 11 at nite d train
strtd n we relaxed nw wil rch home.Nxt day in newspaper we read that jammu srinagar route is closed cause of wheathr n also so thr were shots in pehalgaon n innocent ppl died.Lucky escape

My definition....

Its not a poem its not a parady
Its just what my heart says in simple phrase.
Love is a golden cage
all shiny n attractive from a distance,
Its same glittering when you step inside
but once in you are trapped.
You have no will no wish
you are not supposed to be as you were.
Keep giving n stay jolly to keep it awesome
fantasize n expect to ruin d wholesome.
First it is 'as u say'
later it becomes 'if u wish but......'
move on n it is 'whatever!!!'
Still you dont want to quit
its just so convenient....

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For any n every one
here are few lines that dont rhyme
but will definitely make u believe
there is a charm that can make u wild.....

(For all b/g f who try to perfect their respectives)
I know only constant thing in world is 'change'
but have no idea why is it in so demand
let it be on its own
trust me it will be more than u desire....

You fall in love with a perfectly normal person

n you want him/her to be normally perfect later on.....

(From 'when its was u n me'-High School Musical)
I thought you were my fairy tale
a dream when i was not sleeping
but i got up n now i know
once upon a time-happily ever after tale do not exist
wish from stars never come true
its never me+u=hum.....

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Life is lonely without someone to make you cry
without someone to make you laugh
without someone to make you trust
without someone to make you live.
Life is just,without someone to make you love.

I want someone to understand without words
to be there when i shed tears
to be there when i want
n also to be there when i dont want.

I hate to cry I hate to whine
but I m what I tried most not to be
I knew I shouldnt love I knew I shouldnt expect
but I m on d track that i most distrust
Life is beautiful Life is lovely
but my eyes are enough to defy me....

Chetan Bhaghat

I recently read 'Three mistakes of my life' d third novel of dis IIT IIM best seller.I have read previous two also.The best part of his novels is you can not differentiate whn reality ends n fatasy strts,other than dey being written in our lang n big words-no strain to eyes like in my classic literature.Me living in dream world like fantasies like HP.I til date have not decided i like his novels or its fun to read n wait for his work.They r supposed to b self improving books but i personally never learnt much frm them.I learnt more abt frndshp n loyalty even lov frm HP.

The first one '5 point someone',my bro is actually a 5 pointer,just cleared his bachaleors degree frm IIT delhi.But he feels d book is away frm reality.Khair he has no regrets n declares very happily.Life is strange even all can b true or none he is d best seller,now toh even a movie is being made on it.

The second one 'One night at call center'.I feel other two were bttr than dis one.Call frm god n girl vanishes all so mystry na.So diff frm his work(wat i have come across).I guess youth today believes in god n al but al dis is too fake.

The third one,has so many real life things-d earthquake cricket match d riots.In mid of real events may be that character really exists but al wid one person den dat one contacting him is just so much of coincidence.

But u never know when its reality n when just a fantasy.....

I want to read another IITian author Tushar Raheja-'Anything for u ma'ma' but I have tough time fnding.My friend liked it but my bro has his opinion.These ppl write books to share their experience(i think) n i read them for fun n definitely wil learn any n evrything i can grab from them that is if i can.No offense to our best sellers.

Roadies

There are so many blogs posts orkut communities threads on dis topic.Awesome Rannvijay(arre ladki hun) too gr8 tasks n Raghu-i feel if  I can just do one interview wid him i wil never fear another job interview ever.I m not here to say i could have done dat bttr or i shld b thr,i didnt even try.I have not written dis post to bitch abt any of present or past roadies,dey crossed many steps to rch thr.

I just want to share one thght wich i have in my mind since finale.Strangely Ashu gets to decide who goes in final two wid him-he chooses frindshp on crush.Then again he gets to decide who two get d karizmas-no offense d bst decision.Then Sonel gets to decide who wins n guess wat she stil goes for her click.Very unfair.In d whole journey Sonel,though she said she decides on her own but she always went wid her click.

I conclude for guys its always friends first n for gals normally thr lives revolve arnd their respectives.

Ashu could have nt eliminated Prabjot-she was only friend Sonel could make thr,she eventually lost her is other thing.Ashu could have taken Sonel into finals she was nt threat to him in votes or in task.But Sonel,she could have vetoed Nihal he had tough job to make ppl who hate him immensely to agree.Nihal was most hated n was involved in too many controversies.But the thing was last task was done by each n every one to prove his/her own guts.

Final result girls-have ur own life ur own friends.Atleast i needed dis........

Prithvi Raj Chuhan Vs Gandhi

This is d craziest thght of my head ever.No one would ever think in dis way.May be i like Prithvi Raj Chauhan so much that i just like praising him.

Strangely M.Ghori attacked Hindustan(it was at tat time)13 times but al times Prithvi Raj Chauhan faught n threw him out.In d end when Prithvi Raj Chauhan was tricked captured n blinded,he stil made it a point to kill Ghori.

What did Gandhi Nehru do,they took al credit for independence but dey r d reason for Pakistan India n Bangladesh..

Prithvi Raj Chauhan(i just like him so much i love to write his fullname)didnt give even a part oh hindustan.Only he is not to be respected for dis,even d ppl at time supported their king n fought frm his side.Our later kings submitted to d britishers i dont knw,may be coz of money.Definitely Indians were weak nt capabl den only britishers overtook them.What race of kings were these dey were nt abl to eithr guide or control thr ppl.Thanks to ppl like Bhagat Sighn-another personalty i respect,there are many more whose names i dont remembr or worse whose names never came out.These ppl r actually responsibl for our independence.These ppl made britishers so scared tat dey decided to leave but our fathr of nation is some1 else.

I knw history is written by winners,not al facts can be wrong n i m free to think wat i want unless i believe all proofs in front of me.

tadaa.......

DOJ.....

Now this is d most talkd thing nowadays.Cal a frnd or he/she cals scraps 'yar joinin ka kuch ata pata nai' or 'i heard dis or dat'.So many rumors so many dates but nothing confirmd.I m very irritated now its cross d limits its been too long,since last oct-doing nothing.The worst part is as i m so used to be away frm home i feel trapped...i cant just get out wen i want or meet whoevr i want or do watevr i want,i need to have an answer for parent.Its their duty to keep track on us so its nt thr fault but I m so used to being my own self i hate to give reasons.
The worst is I want to get out to join some course so that i can just divert my mind but suddenly I need a partner n suddenly al dis laziness,it never happened to me in chennai i had d guts to go on alone at any time anywhr but here its diff.
The strangest-i have no idea why in people keep on guessing dates.The threads in communities have only DOJ to discuss n replys are i heard in aug another in june another in oct the best of all next yr not before that.One said i called to our placemnt coordinator-Arunachalam Sir he said it wil be end of aug-hello!its his job to get us job nt to get our joinin date.Another one i called to CTS n talkd to some HR n he said north col ppl wil have in oct n south cols 15 days before that-can i ask hwcome dey wil accomodate all d trainees togethr in d centres.He may have said it wil strt in oct but CTS ppl if u have no requirements why do u take so many candidates.Many ppl may give all GREs n CAT n wil not join.
May be some said truth but i dont know who so i cant believe anyone.....i wish i get my joinin dates soon i m really very impatient now i need to exercise my mind n trust me unless it is required its never done......
I personally feel al dis hype companies CTS TCS WIPRO n many more just take bulk candidates n dey dont really require these many.As a senior said dey just need bulk to show dey have labour to work on new projs.And we feel so happy we got placed,wat if dey cal us so damn late or make us sit on benching-not fair at all.I wish my col had allowed multiple placements or rather i should have tried offcampus wen i was there.Thr r other companies like EMC2 that gave its candidates projects n wil even cal them soon enough in july,thr projects got over in june only.
Its all like i should have or i feel i dont know why i never do n only keep saying :( :( :(

kitne ajeeb rishtey hain yahan pe.......

kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe 

do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai 

jab mod aaye toh bach ke nikalte hai kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe

do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai 

kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe

yaha sabhi apni hi dhun main deewane hai 

kare wahi jo apna dil ka kehna hai

kaun kisko pooche kaun kisko bole

sabke labon par apne tarane hai

le jaye nasib kisiko kahape

kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe 

khwaabon ki yeh duniya hai khwaaboh main hi rehna hai

raahen le jaye jaha sangh sangh chalna hai 

waqt ne hamesha yaha naye khel khele 

kutch bhi ho jaye yaha bas khush rehna hai 

manzil lage kareeb sabko yahape kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe

do pal milte hai saath saath chalte hai

jab mod aaye toh bach ke nikalte hai

 kitne ajeeb rishtey hai yaha pe 

another of my favourite........

do pal miltey hai,

saath saath chalte hai,

jab modh aaye toh bachke nikalte hai,

kitney ajeeb rishtey hain yahan pe,  

thokar bhi khana hai,

chalte bhi jana hai,

vaada kiya toh kisko nibhana hai,

yahan sabko saare daav aazmaney hain,

sabhi ek duje se zyada sayane hain........

jhoot bolo sab acha hoga.........

Hadh hoti hai passport banwana IIT ya CAt clear krne se b jyada difficult hai.......
The whole point is papa got hold of wrong agent even after taking d money he didnt do it rite.....
The thng is dat agent told me nt to mention tat i stayed in chennai last 4 yrs or u wil have seperate form n u wil have to get proofs of stay there.And d flat i stayed as tenant i seriously have no proof excpt for d ppl thr.....Ok so form cleared addr verification done but then dis police inspection nw as evry1 i said ki bsc types gar pe baith ke correspondence kr rahe hain n al but he wanted an effidevit(i m nt sure i spelt it rite)n fake toh papa banane se rahe toh papa told him al truely gave him money he took my col marksheet xerox....He wrote al in one paper ki aug 2004 se abhi march tak chennai mein pad rai ti wahan hostel mein rahi n took my sign in it....he forwarded my appl.....Now d thng is frm head office raipur inquiry wil go to chennai i have no idea hw response wil come frm thr plus i stayed in hostel for 2 1/2 yrs next 2 sems i stayed in flat n last sem i was at home goin only for reviews now God only can help me.....
My bros verification was aftr papa talkd to agent n even my bro has seen ppl doin dis always so he knew.....what a confident lier he is......he wil get d effidevit n move on.......but i m so bad at faking....
My drivers liscence was made when i didnt know hw to drive a 4-wheeler bas money did d work....
monika bedi abu salem have 10 passports wid fake names n fake addr but ppl in troubl r those who go systemwise.......

more d money bttr
more u can fake bttr

tappa hua hai..........

Never did i know how to love,
Never did i know there was a fantasy world.
For you never knew,
you meant the whole world(to me).


Never did i know i had a heart,
To love someone worth all the pain.
When my heart asked me?
She loved me just to hurt me.

But with a gentle smile i said;
So a beautiful a feeling it gave,
Never would i know how much i loved her,
if she could never hurt me.

As i looked into your eyes, for the first time.
I got lost in them forever.
A beautiful dream it showed-
Never did i wanted to wake up from.

wish,wishes a million wishes...
I wished, for my dreams to come true.
Untill i was left alone in my dream,
for it was just an illusion she showed-

You make me feel so weak,
AS i kneel down and cry.
I wish if you were there with me,
But you were the reason for my tears.

so deep i fell,
so bruised it felt.
But never did i regret.
as falling for you was the best thing in my life.

Getting stabbed in the heart,
was a lesson i learned.
as 'words' are always not true,
but my heart was so pure.
to love you more than what you deserved,
And Get myself hurt more than what i deserved...

What's in a name?

What's in a name?That which we call a rose

By any other word would smell as sweet.

Love goes toward love as schoolboys from their books,

But love from love,toward school with heavy books.

Yeh i finally read Romeo n Juliet.Thanks to dis spark notes edition i could understand it wel.His books r famous not coz of story but coz of dialogues Oh damn! how beautifully he writes.I should have bought more.Khair i wil get hold of them as i can.

(when juliet finds out the one she loves is a Montague)

Juliet-My only love sprung from my only hate!

Too early seen unknown,and known too late!

Prodigious birth of love it is to me,

That I must love a loathed enemy.

(in praise of juliet)

Romeo-Two fairest stars in all the heaven,

Having some business,do entreat her eyes

To twinkle in their spheres til thy return.

What if her eyes were there,they in her head?

The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars

As daylight doth a lamp.Her eye in heaven 

Would through the airy region stream so bright

That birds would sing and think it were not night.

(when he drinks poison)

Romeo-O you The doors of breath,seal with a righteous kiss

A dateless bargain to engrossing death.

(romeo drank al poison not a drop left)

Juliet-I wil kiss thy lips.

Haply some poison yet doth hang on them,

To make me die with a restorative.

Very difficuly at first but so beautifully expressed.....

19th April 2008.....

  I m there somewhre.Ah yes!in the topmost row................

   Some of them i dont know...Actually i know only a few of them.

I love my col life.......

Finally we did say good bye to d col.Convo was d last day(i suppose)unless col ppl have somethng imp to make us run arnd them.But i thnk all others wil agree with me-those where d best days of our life and acc 2 Gaurav-

I m really gonna miss these days I m gonna miss my college days.

A flash back----

1st sem-AL in shock.Rule-not supposed to talk to guys-tat squad (i forgot his name)caught me n i gave Saurav's name.Sorry, at tat time evrythng went blank no mind was workin.Then no electronics so no music n guess wat, only tamil songs(Oyerin Oyerin-i love tat song now).

2nd sem-Learnd d othr way rnd.Talkd a lot but didnt get caught oh those CT(circute theory)classes-Guhan were so much fun.Illegal walkmans were so normal plus number of outings had increased.

3rd sem-Flood time.Our exams kept posponings cause col used to get flooded.Illegal cel phones was so much fun one cal-exam cancelled next cal-exams stil on confusion n confusion.Room 9 was my refuge since 2nd yr-Anu Aashi Smita Manisha.

4th sem-Strike.Al tat rang de basanti after effect did loads of damage to col.There were times when we were actually scared.

5th sem-Shifting out.Ppl strtd shifting out n lived in seventh heaven.

6th sem-Even i shftd out.Quite an experience manisha n mita wil agree with me.Fun n frustration al togethr.

7th sem-Placements.Just went by n suddenly it was d last day of col.

8th sem-Project n reviews.HA HA HA

I learned a lot in last 4 yrs not academicwise.Trust me i wil thnk twice whn i trust ne1 or even hurt ne1.

PS-Vivek check-less of dots n more of fulstops

IPL

i m not at all cricket types but as ppl arnd me love crkt n i m so jobless i nowadays watch these IPL matches.........thanks to my col for early end its so fun to watch these 20-20s i knw some1 or othr in each team n its al abt 6s n 4s....d match is never boring.... d best part is u never knw... til d last over ne1 can win........d result is so unexpectd....like yesterday no1 would have thght RR wil win thanks to shane warne(i thnk i spelt it correctly)...nice match......yusuf pathan(RR) n symonds(DC) played awesome innings.........even d day b4 MI lost only by 6 runs against CSK too good.....these matches last only for 3.5 hrs so dey r nt straining at all..........today is Kings XI vs Mumbai Indians-ohh it wil b fun.......last time i was dis excited abt tat football series but i never saw thoses matches i just kept track of scores...next time i wil never miss these kinds of series........

Not my life

i saw this movie today-Not my life on HBO .....

thrs dis women happily married but her gynae(male)falls in love wid her n plots n accident to show her death to her family n he erases some part of her memory(some pills)......he tells her she had some fire accident n her family(parents n first husband) were very abusive n her childhood was very bad n she is married to him n they r very happy couple.....but then one fine day she has a minor car accident that triggers her memories n she strts to get glimpses of her real past....then hw she finds out reality n finally reaches her husband n daughter is al d story abt.......so strange is love na.....

i recently saw-U me aur Hum

this is indianized version of 50 first dates...its a serious romantic movie.......ajay loves kajol dearly but slowly she strts losing her memory...occasionally she knws evrythng n sometimes she has no recollection....coz of dis she is danger to herself n ppl arnd her even her baby......but ajay loves her so dearly he stil keeps her with him..... some days she knws he is her husband other days he is a stranger.....but he is so in love wid her he cant live widout her........strange love na.........

Convocation.......

Damn convocation is supposed to be d best day of our col life but my convo was hot very hot......

first we got tckts aftr som troubl den our first train gondwana(durg-nagpur)got damaged during d journey.It seems some street kids had put stones on d rail tracks n as rail crossed, one of d stones hit d vaccum thingi at d bottom of d compartment so d train was standing in some naxalite area for some 1.5 hrs...then it started but firstly evry1 was like it wont stop vaccum pr is released n al crap then as most of us had connection trains in nagpur we were tensed that wil loose d trains actually if i had booked my tckts in tamil nadu express i might nt be able to catch it.....but thanks to Rohit he uses his brains(he guessed our tckts wont b confirmed in tn so we bettr take ganga-kaveri express).We rchd nagpur arnd 2.15 instead of 1.00 pm......i was already sulking abt d heat then guess wat our train ganga-kaveri was delayed by 5 hrs.....so nw we had our train arnd 8.......its good our train broke down or else we would have to wait for 7 hrs in nagpur.........now we waited on nagpur station for some tim freshen up.... ate lunch.....then put our laugage in clock room n set out......now wheathr was hot but we didnt wantd to sit in waiting room....we went in search of a ccd nearby n ended up in some mrkt place that is called southern(i supposed)then we walked back to d station to while away time halting at a chat shop n next ice cream shop......den finally our train came we boarded ate dinner slept off......next day we were supposed to rch chennai 10 am but we rchd thr at 4.30 pm n whole day in andhra was so hot it was simply intolerable........next day was convocation day.......we went to col met frnds chatted al fun then we were made to sit in dis auditorium tat was so packed wid ppl n so hot n humid we al got very irritated....finally toppers wer given gold medal n we got our degree folders.......then in my rank certi my name was wrongly spelt i had to run arnd to find my councellor to get it corrected but i couldnt find her......i went to have lunch with some of my frnds...lunch was as usual biryani n fried gobi...bt d good thng was packaged drinking water n rose milk.....it was so hot tat by d time we got our ice creams it was al melted...den again i set out n finally found my mam got it sorted she wil post my corrected certi(i hope she does)then went to registrar to get migration certi...d thng is no1 knew y we want it but it was tat we shld take it........thr it was so much fun waiting n chatting n taking snaps.....wen i returnd frm chennai on 21st again night went by easily but d day not tolerable n d worst part was as roht havin side upper birth(he cant fit in it)he couldnt sleep even at night n his morning was even bad........the strangest thng abt him is he can sleep even wen its hot so he slept off in d morning al sweaty but his mood improved aftr his rest n he was constantly disturbing me n Sandeep as we were tryin to read novels n some how while away d time.......somehow suffering eating playing we finally rchd durg i took bath slept in my room but i got ill heat stroke nothng strange about it..........

hehehe.....

Dis is a kind of diary for me.....i m so restless n so talkative i used to blur out evrythng.....then i realised i shouldnt n strtd writing diar....then one day my mom read it n i stopped.............now i feel free to write here plus its a bttr way to apend time then whinning wich i do a lot......i have my convo on 19th......as usual i postponed my packin til d end n just now at 11 finishd it.......i always have so many thngs to do on d last moment....strange na i m so up to date do al work on time stil i always have loads to do in d end.......c y i keep on whinning..............got a train to catch tomm morning....wil b bac on 22nd.......wil continue then.....

My favourite song.......No Me Ames---Spanish

No me ames - J lo & Marc Anthony

Marc: tell me why you're crying

Jen: of happiness

Marc: and why you drown

Jen: for loneliness

Marc: why do you choose me

Marc: so strong, my hands

Marc: and your thoughts

Marc: will always be with me

Jen: I want you so much

Marc: and because I am

Jen: crazy, stubborn

Jen: don't doubt it anymore

Jen: though in the future

Jen: there will be an enormous wall

Jen: I am not scared

Jen: I want to fall in love with you

Marc: don't love me because you think

Marc: that I am different

Jen: you don't think that is fair

Jen: to see time spent together

Marc: you don't love me, I understand

Marc: the lie that it would be

Jen: If I didn't deserve your love

Jen: you don't love me anymore, stay other day

Marc: don't love me, because I am lost

Marc: because I changed the world, because it is destiny

Marc: because it's not possible, we are a mirror

Marc: and you  would be my reflection

Jen: don't love me, because I am dying

Jen: within a war of  regrets

Jen: don't love me, for worldly reasons, I want to sore

Jen: with your great love of the blue sky

Marc: I don't know what to tell you, this is the truth

Marc: if people want to know, how to show compassion

Jen: you and I split, they don't move

Jen: but in this lonely sky, don't leave me

Marc: don't leave me, don't leave me

Marc: don't listen to me, if I tell you not to love me

Jen: don't leave me, don't disarm

Jen: my heart with that you don't love me

Marc: don't love me, that I beg you

Marc: my grief leaves me

Jen: you know well, that I can't

Jen: that it is useless, that I will always love you

Marc: don't love me, since I made you suffer

Marc: with this heart that is filled with a thousand winters

Jen: don't love me, to forget your grey days

Jen: I want you to love me just to love me

Marc: don't love me, you and I will fly

Marc: one with the other and we will  always be together

Jen: this  love is like the sun that comes out from behind the (storm or torment)

Jen: like two comets in the same star

Marc: don't love me

Jen: don't love me 

Marc: don't love me 

Thanks to Vivek,love dis song since ever...........

startup post......

I finished my bachelors degree in IT recently.......now i m waiting for my cal lettr to inform d joining date....so i m enjoying my time doing nothing.But trust me doing nothing is so boring......i get restless at times n end up feeling so down with negative thghts.....So i talkd to some of my fnds...My frnd Anant says stay cool dis is d only no tension free time u wil ever get so enjoy d moment....Madhuri says plan some games or do somethng tat keeps ur brain busy.....I dont understand wen i was studyin or was busy roamin in chennai i wanted to come home relax n do nothing but when i m at home i want tat life back......this is d life----always want some one elses shoes