19th April 2008.....

  I m there somewhre.Ah yes!in the topmost row................

   Some of them i dont know...Actually i know only a few of them.

I love my col life.......

Finally we did say good bye to d col.Convo was d last day(i suppose)unless col ppl have somethng imp to make us run arnd them.But i thnk all others wil agree with me-those where d best days of our life and acc 2 Gaurav-

I m really gonna miss these days I m gonna miss my college days.

A flash back----

1st sem-AL in shock.Rule-not supposed to talk to guys-tat squad (i forgot his name)caught me n i gave Saurav's name.Sorry, at tat time evrythng went blank no mind was workin.Then no electronics so no music n guess wat, only tamil songs(Oyerin Oyerin-i love tat song now).

2nd sem-Learnd d othr way rnd.Talkd a lot but didnt get caught oh those CT(circute theory)classes-Guhan were so much fun.Illegal walkmans were so normal plus number of outings had increased.

3rd sem-Flood time.Our exams kept posponings cause col used to get flooded.Illegal cel phones was so much fun one cal-exam cancelled next cal-exams stil on confusion n confusion.Room 9 was my refuge since 2nd yr-Anu Aashi Smita Manisha.

4th sem-Strike.Al tat rang de basanti after effect did loads of damage to col.There were times when we were actually scared.

5th sem-Shifting out.Ppl strtd shifting out n lived in seventh heaven.

6th sem-Even i shftd out.Quite an experience manisha n mita wil agree with me.Fun n frustration al togethr.

7th sem-Placements.Just went by n suddenly it was d last day of col.

8th sem-Project n reviews.HA HA HA

I learned a lot in last 4 yrs not academicwise.Trust me i wil thnk twice whn i trust ne1 or even hurt ne1.

PS-Vivek check-less of dots n more of fulstops

IPL

i m not at all cricket types but as ppl arnd me love crkt n i m so jobless i nowadays watch these IPL matches.........thanks to my col for early end its so fun to watch these 20-20s i knw some1 or othr in each team n its al abt 6s n 4s....d match is never boring.... d best part is u never knw... til d last over ne1 can win........d result is so unexpectd....like yesterday no1 would have thght RR wil win thanks to shane warne(i thnk i spelt it correctly)...nice match......yusuf pathan(RR) n symonds(DC) played awesome innings.........even d day b4 MI lost only by 6 runs against CSK too good.....these matches last only for 3.5 hrs so dey r nt straining at all..........today is Kings XI vs Mumbai Indians-ohh it wil b fun.......last time i was dis excited abt tat football series but i never saw thoses matches i just kept track of scores...next time i wil never miss these kinds of series........

Not my life

i saw this movie today-Not my life on HBO .....

thrs dis women happily married but her gynae(male)falls in love wid her n plots n accident to show her death to her family n he erases some part of her memory(some pills)......he tells her she had some fire accident n her family(parents n first husband) were very abusive n her childhood was very bad n she is married to him n they r very happy couple.....but then one fine day she has a minor car accident that triggers her memories n she strts to get glimpses of her real past....then hw she finds out reality n finally reaches her husband n daughter is al d story abt.......so strange is love na.....

i recently saw-U me aur Hum

this is indianized version of 50 first dates...its a serious romantic movie.......ajay loves kajol dearly but slowly she strts losing her memory...occasionally she knws evrythng n sometimes she has no recollection....coz of dis she is danger to herself n ppl arnd her even her baby......but ajay loves her so dearly he stil keeps her with him..... some days she knws he is her husband other days he is a stranger.....but he is so in love wid her he cant live widout her........strange love na.........

Convocation.......

Damn convocation is supposed to be d best day of our col life but my convo was hot very hot......

first we got tckts aftr som troubl den our first train gondwana(durg-nagpur)got damaged during d journey.It seems some street kids had put stones on d rail tracks n as rail crossed, one of d stones hit d vaccum thingi at d bottom of d compartment so d train was standing in some naxalite area for some 1.5 hrs...then it started but firstly evry1 was like it wont stop vaccum pr is released n al crap then as most of us had connection trains in nagpur we were tensed that wil loose d trains actually if i had booked my tckts in tamil nadu express i might nt be able to catch it.....but thanks to Rohit he uses his brains(he guessed our tckts wont b confirmed in tn so we bettr take ganga-kaveri express).We rchd nagpur arnd 2.15 instead of 1.00 pm......i was already sulking abt d heat then guess wat our train ganga-kaveri was delayed by 5 hrs.....so nw we had our train arnd 8.......its good our train broke down or else we would have to wait for 7 hrs in nagpur.........now we waited on nagpur station for some tim freshen up.... ate lunch.....then put our laugage in clock room n set out......now wheathr was hot but we didnt wantd to sit in waiting room....we went in search of a ccd nearby n ended up in some mrkt place that is called southern(i supposed)then we walked back to d station to while away time halting at a chat shop n next ice cream shop......den finally our train came we boarded ate dinner slept off......next day we were supposed to rch chennai 10 am but we rchd thr at 4.30 pm n whole day in andhra was so hot it was simply intolerable........next day was convocation day.......we went to col met frnds chatted al fun then we were made to sit in dis auditorium tat was so packed wid ppl n so hot n humid we al got very irritated....finally toppers wer given gold medal n we got our degree folders.......then in my rank certi my name was wrongly spelt i had to run arnd to find my councellor to get it corrected but i couldnt find her......i went to have lunch with some of my frnds...lunch was as usual biryani n fried gobi...bt d good thng was packaged drinking water n rose milk.....it was so hot tat by d time we got our ice creams it was al melted...den again i set out n finally found my mam got it sorted she wil post my corrected certi(i hope she does)then went to registrar to get migration certi...d thng is no1 knew y we want it but it was tat we shld take it........thr it was so much fun waiting n chatting n taking snaps.....wen i returnd frm chennai on 21st again night went by easily but d day not tolerable n d worst part was as roht havin side upper birth(he cant fit in it)he couldnt sleep even at night n his morning was even bad........the strangest thng abt him is he can sleep even wen its hot so he slept off in d morning al sweaty but his mood improved aftr his rest n he was constantly disturbing me n Sandeep as we were tryin to read novels n some how while away d time.......somehow suffering eating playing we finally rchd durg i took bath slept in my room but i got ill heat stroke nothng strange about it..........

hehehe.....

Dis is a kind of diary for me.....i m so restless n so talkative i used to blur out evrythng.....then i realised i shouldnt n strtd writing diar....then one day my mom read it n i stopped.............now i feel free to write here plus its a bttr way to apend time then whinning wich i do a lot......i have my convo on 19th......as usual i postponed my packin til d end n just now at 11 finishd it.......i always have so many thngs to do on d last moment....strange na i m so up to date do al work on time stil i always have loads to do in d end.......c y i keep on whinning..............got a train to catch tomm morning....wil b bac on 22nd.......wil continue then.....

My favourite song.......No Me Ames---Spanish

No me ames - J lo & Marc Anthony

Marc: tell me why you're crying

Jen: of happiness

Marc: and why you drown

Jen: for loneliness

Marc: why do you choose me

Marc: so strong, my hands

Marc: and your thoughts

Marc: will always be with me

Jen: I want you so much

Marc: and because I am

Jen: crazy, stubborn

Jen: don't doubt it anymore

Jen: though in the future

Jen: there will be an enormous wall

Jen: I am not scared

Jen: I want to fall in love with you

Marc: don't love me because you think

Marc: that I am different

Jen: you don't think that is fair

Jen: to see time spent together

Marc: you don't love me, I understand

Marc: the lie that it would be

Jen: If I didn't deserve your love

Jen: you don't love me anymore, stay other day

Marc: don't love me, because I am lost

Marc: because I changed the world, because it is destiny

Marc: because it's not possible, we are a mirror

Marc: and you  would be my reflection

Jen: don't love me, because I am dying

Jen: within a war of  regrets

Jen: don't love me, for worldly reasons, I want to sore

Jen: with your great love of the blue sky

Marc: I don't know what to tell you, this is the truth

Marc: if people want to know, how to show compassion

Jen: you and I split, they don't move

Jen: but in this lonely sky, don't leave me

Marc: don't leave me, don't leave me

Marc: don't listen to me, if I tell you not to love me

Jen: don't leave me, don't disarm

Jen: my heart with that you don't love me

Marc: don't love me, that I beg you

Marc: my grief leaves me

Jen: you know well, that I can't

Jen: that it is useless, that I will always love you

Marc: don't love me, since I made you suffer

Marc: with this heart that is filled with a thousand winters

Jen: don't love me, to forget your grey days

Jen: I want you to love me just to love me

Marc: don't love me, you and I will fly

Marc: one with the other and we will  always be together

Jen: this  love is like the sun that comes out from behind the (storm or torment)

Jen: like two comets in the same star

Marc: don't love me

Jen: don't love me 

Marc: don't love me 

Thanks to Vivek,love dis song since ever...........

startup post......

I finished my bachelors degree in IT recently.......now i m waiting for my cal lettr to inform d joining date....so i m enjoying my time doing nothing.But trust me doing nothing is so boring......i get restless at times n end up feeling so down with negative thghts.....So i talkd to some of my fnds...My frnd Anant says stay cool dis is d only no tension free time u wil ever get so enjoy d moment....Madhuri says plan some games or do somethng tat keeps ur brain busy.....I dont understand wen i was studyin or was busy roamin in chennai i wanted to come home relax n do nothing but when i m at home i want tat life back......this is d life----always want some one elses shoes