Saturday, June 14, 2008

My definition....

Its not a poem its not a parady
Its just what my heart says in simple phrase.
Love is a golden cage
all shiny n attractive from a distance,
Its same glittering when you step inside
but once in you are trapped.
You have no will no wish
you are not supposed to be as you were.
Keep giving n stay jolly to keep it awesome
fantasize n expect to ruin d wholesome.
First it is 'as u say'
later it becomes 'if u wish but......'
move on n it is 'whatever!!!'
Still you dont want to quit
its just so convenient....

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For any n every one
here are few lines that dont rhyme
but will definitely make u believe
there is a charm that can make u wild.....

(For all b/g f who try to perfect their respectives)
I know only constant thing in world is 'change'
but have no idea why is it in so demand
let it be on its own
trust me it will be more than u desire....

You fall in love with a perfectly normal person
n you want him/her to be normally perfect later on.....

(From 'when its was u n me'-High School Musical)
I thought you were my fairy tale
a dream when i was not sleeping
but i got up n now i know
once upon a time-happily ever after tale do not exist
wish from stars never come true
its never me+u=hum.....

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Life is lonely without someone to make you cry
without someone to make you laugh
without someone to make you trust
without someone to make you live.
Life is just,without someone to make you love.

I want someone to understand without words
to be there when i shed tears
to be there when i want
n also to be there when i dont want.

I hate to cry I hate to whine
but I m what I tried most not to be
I knew I shouldnt love I knew I shouldnt expect
but I m on d track that i most distrust
Life is beautiful Life is lovely
but my eyes are enough to defy me....

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Chetan Bhaghat

I recently read 'Three mistakes of my life' d third novel of dis IIT IIM best seller.I have read previous two also.The best part of his novels is you can not differentiate whn reality ends n fatasy strts,other than dey being written in our lang n big words-no strain to eyes like in my classic literature.Me living in dream world like fantasies like HP.I til date have not decided i like his novels or its fun to read n wait for his work.They r supposed to b self improving books but i personally never learnt much frm them.I learnt more abt frndshp n loyalty even lov frm HP.
The first one '5 point someone',my bro is actually a 5 pointer,just cleared his bachaleors degree frm IIT delhi.But he feels d book is away frm reality.Khair he has no regrets n declares very happily.Life is strange even all can b true or none he is d best seller,now toh even a movie is being made on it.
The second one 'One night at call center'.I feel other two were bttr than dis one.Call frm god n girl vanishes all so mystry na.So diff frm his work(wat i have come across).I guess youth today believes in god n al but al dis is too fake.
The third one,has so many real life things-d earthquake cricket match d riots.In mid of real events may be that character really exists but al wid one person den dat one contacting him is just so much of coincidence.
But u never know when its reality n when just a fantasy.....
I want to read another IITian author Tushar Raheja-'Anything for u ma'ma' but I have tough time fnding.My friend liked it but my bro has his opinion.These ppl write books to share their experience(i think) n i read them for fun n definitely wil learn any n evrything i can grab from them that is if i can.No offense to our best sellers.

Roadies

There are so many blogs posts orkut communities threads on dis topic.Awesome Rannvijay(arre ladki hun) too gr8 tasks n Raghu-i feel if  I can just do one interview wid him i wil never fear another job interview ever.I m not here to say i could have done dat bttr or i shld b thr,i didnt even try.I have not written dis post to bitch abt any of present or past roadies,dey crossed many steps to rch thr.
I just want to share one thght wich i have in my mind since finale.Strangely Ashu gets to decide who goes in final two wid him-he chooses frindshp on crush.Then again he gets to decide who two get d karizmas-no offense d bst decision.Then Sonel gets to decide who wins n guess wat she stil goes for her click.Very unfair.In d whole journey Sonel,though she said she decides on her own but she always went wid her click.
I conclude for guys its always friends first n for gals normally thr lives revolve arnd their respectives.
Ashu could have nt eliminated Prabjot-she was only friend Sonel could make thr,she eventually lost her is other thing.Ashu could have taken Sonel into finals she was nt threat to him in votes or in task.But Sonel,she could have vetoed Nihal he had tough job to make ppl who hate him immensely to agree.Nihal was most hated n was involved in too many controversies.But the thing was last task was done by each n every one to prove his/her own guts.
Final result girls-have ur own life ur own friends.Atleast i needed dis........

Prithvi Raj Chuhan Vs Gandhi

This is d craziest thght of my head ever.No one would ever think in dis way.May be i like Prithvi Raj Chauhan so much that i just like praising him.
Strangely M.Ghori attacked Hindustan(it was at tat time)13 times but al times Prithvi Raj Chauhan faught n threw him out.In d end when Prithvi Raj Chauhan was tricked captured n blinded,he stil made it a point to kill Ghori.
What did Gandhi Nehru do,they took al credit for independence but dey r d reason for Pakistan India n Bangladesh..
Prithvi Raj Chauhan(i just like him so much i love to write his fullname)didnt give even a part oh hindustan.Only he is not to be respected for dis,even d ppl at time supported their king n fought frm his side.Our later kings submitted to d britishers i dont knw,may be coz of money.Definitely Indians were weak nt capabl den only britishers overtook them.What race of kings were these dey were nt abl to eithr guide or control thr ppl.Thanks to ppl like Bhagat Sighn-another personalty i respect,there are many more whose names i dont remembr or worse whose names never came out.These ppl r actually responsibl for our independence.These ppl made britishers so scared tat dey decided to leave but our fathr of nation is some1 else.
I knw history is written by winners,not al facts can be wrong n i m free to think wat i want unless i believe all proofs in front of me.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

DOJ.....

Now this is d most talkd thing nowadays.Cal a frnd or he/she cals scraps 'yar joinin ka kuch ata pata nai' or 'i heard dis or dat'.So many rumors so many dates but nothing confirmd.I m very irritated now its cross d limits its been too long,since last oct-doing nothing.The worst part is as i m so used to be away frm home i feel trapped...i cant just get out wen i want or meet whoevr i want or do watevr i want,i need to have an answer for parent.Its their duty to keep track on us so its nt thr fault but I m so used to being my own self i hate to give reasons.
The worst is I want to get out to join some course so that i can just divert my mind but suddenly I need a partner n suddenly al dis laziness,it never happened to me in chennai i had d guts to go on alone at any time anywhr but here its diff.
The strangest-i have no idea why in people keep on guessing dates.The threads in communities have only DOJ to discuss n replys are i heard in aug another in june another in oct the best of all next yr not before that.One said i called to our placemnt coordinator-Arunachalam Sir he said it wil be end of aug-hello!its his job to get us job nt to get our joinin date.Another one i called to CTS n talkd to some HR n he said north col ppl wil have in oct n south cols 15 days before that-can i ask hwcome dey wil accomodate all d trainees togethr in d centres.He may have said it wil strt in oct but CTS ppl if u have no requirements why do u take so many candidates.Many ppl may give all GREs n CAT n wil not join.
May be some said truth but i dont know who so i cant believe anyone.....i wish i get my joinin dates soon i m really very impatient now i need to exercise my mind n trust me unless it is required its never done......
I personally feel al dis hype companies CTS TCS WIPRO n many more just take bulk candidates n dey dont really require these many.As a senior said dey just need bulk to show dey have labour to work on new projs.And we feel so happy we got placed,wat if dey cal us so damn late or make us sit on benching-not fair at all.I wish my col had allowed multiple placements or rather i should have tried offcampus wen i was there.Thr r other companies like EMC2 that gave its candidates projects n wil even cal them soon enough in july,thr projects got over in june only.
Its all like i should have or i feel i dont know why i never do n only keep saying :( :( :(