Past Two years of my Life

This should have been written 2 months back. But its always said, never express when you are angry or excited, you might regret your words. I needed this break to do justice to two years of my life.

I wanted to be somewhere else but I got some other opportunity and I took it. A new place with new people, and the advantage of algorithms. Starting of every novel is beautiful with lakes, ducks, friends, freedom ... not everything lasts. An eventful two years, started with "don't end" and ended with "when will it end". It is so strange, the feelings about a place/person change drastically with time. 

I had a feeling the place will leave me with a scare and I would never be what I used to be. But it is a myth that people change, the core always remains the same. Now again I am in a new place with new people, and I am still the same old self, as I remembered. The two years showed me both shades of red. The beautiful red of rose and the dark red of blood.

I learnt to trust and I learnt these trusts will be broken

I learnt to make friends and I learnt they will hurt you

I learnt idols do exist and they are made of stone

I learnt to believe in things and get hurt when they turn out differently

I learnt to be betrayed and I learnt to love !

The funny part is - I got the chance to get over things, move on in a new place with new surrounding, but I don't want to. I am not ready to leave behind everything I had - not the roses I got neither the blood that I lost. I guess it taught me to hold on and be stronger :-) Sometimes you should stay put !!